This week I have been feeling sorry for myself, and wanted to start complaining. I always do this when I feel scared, lonely, or angry. Today, I started having a big pity party because things were not happening the way I wanted it too, but as usually God came right on time. I had a great day with my family, and I did not have any negative feelings. It is great to know that our God will look beyond our faults and see our needs. What if God was like us, and never forgave. We would be in big trouble. We would be using psychotropic medication or recreational drugs because we would not have a comforter or healer. The point is we all fall short, so we do not have the power to heal. Everything that we do is jus t a temporary fix, but for a lifelong change, we have to turn to our father. We must pray for forgiveness and for healing. His plan is for us to rely on him, and not lean to our understanding. This is why he forgives us because he knows we will rely on our human strength instead of leaning on him. To error is human, but to trust in God is faith. We have to learn to lean.